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Nicholas Michael Matiz
Nicholas Michael Matiz

A passionate storyteller with an unflinching eye for the complexities of human connection, I craft romance novels that delve beneath the surface to explore the raw, gritty reality of love. My work examines the beautiful mess of human relationships—their jagged edges, uncomfortable truths, and transformative power. 

Drawing inspiration from life's unfiltered moments, I create characters whose flaws and vulnerabilities make their journey to love all the more authentic and powerful. My narratives reject sanitized romance in favor of stories that acknowledge the struggle, pain, and ultimate triumph that comes with finding genuine connection in an imperfect world. When I'm not writing, I'm collecting experiences and observations that fuel my commitment to portraying love as it truly exists: complicated, intense, and ultimately worth every moment of the struggle.

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And In The End

A Collection

Step into a world where love and heartbreak collide in three hauntingly beautiful tales that explore the depths of the human heart and the shadows it casts.

To Love Somebody: A betrayed college student's heartbreak spirals into vengeance as he takes justice into his own hands, unraveling the thin line between love and obsession in a deadly act of...

The Debut

The Ultimate Collection

The Debut is a poignant collection that unites the earliest works of author Nicholas Michael Matiz, exploring the intricate dance of love, life, and loss through a collection of heartfelt narratives. Each story offers a glimpse into the human experience, capturing the myriad emotions that define our existence.

Life's unpredictable nature serves...

Boundaries

A Collection

In Boundaries, a powerful collection of interconnected narratives, embark on a journey that delves into the intricate realms of love, life, and loss. This compilation features three distinct stories (Fading Into Silence, Out of the Closet, and The Lonely Road) that examine the boundaries that define us, drawing on the complexities of human...

Other Writing

Love After Friday (A Novel) Sometimes love has its own timeline.I'm

Sometimes love has its own timeline.

I'm thrilled to finally share a glimpse of my upcoming novel, Love After Friday – a story that has lived in my heart long before it found its way to the page.

What happens when you meet the right person at the wrong time? Can a connection formed in just seven days survive five years of separation? And what does it take to bridge two fundamentally different worlds when fate offers an unexpected second chance?

When Seven Days Changes Everything

Set against...

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Through the Gripevine (A Novel) Let’s talk about something messy,

Let’s talk about something messy, universal, and just a little too real: the anxious-avoidant trap. You know the one—where one person clings, the other bolts, and they both end up reenacting a dance choreographed by every unresolved childhood wound known to man.

Enter my new novel, Through the Gripevine.

(It’s like Normal People, but gayer and with slightly better communication. Slightly.)

At the heart of the story are Aaron and Daniel—two men who should not work together by any textbook...

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This Is Where Lonely Hearts Go: A Manifesto This isn't a self-help book.

This isn't a self-help book. It's a war cry for the creative who's still broke, bruised, and burning.

At 25, you're supposed to have answers.

A stable job. A clean apartment. A relationship that doesn't feel like a collapsing star. You're supposed to be "on your way"—to somewhere, to someone, to something that makes the chaos feel worth it. But what if you're not? What if all you've got is a notebook, a browser full of half-started submissions, a phone full of people you don't talk to anymore,...

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Latest Updates

Coming 2026 (So Far): Novels & Poetry Looking forward to an amazing year of

Looking forward to an amazing year of reading ahead! These upcoming titles are definitely worth the wait:

New Releases

  • Eros - Novel, January
  • New Love - Poetry, January
  • Mind...
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Blog

Organized Chaos: How I Keep My Writing (Just) Under Control Let’s be

Let’s be real—when people think of a “writer,” they either picture the manic coffee addict with Post-its on the mirror, or the zen minimalist with a color-coded Notion board and perfect lighting. I’m neither. I’m somewhere in the middle.

My process isn’t neat, but it works. And if you’re the type of writer who’s more vibe-driven than task-oriented, let me show you how I organize my work without losing my mind—or my voice.

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I Write First. Organize Later.

I don’t start with outlines. I start...

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A Love Letter to My Own Becoming I’ve written five books. It sounds

I’ve written five books.

It sounds like a sentence that should feel victorious. It sounds like something you’d imagine a writer whispering to themselves in front of a mirror with bloodshot eyes and coffee-stained teeth. And maybe I have. But more than anything, it feels like something I survived.

Not just the writing. Not the early mornings or the late nights. Not the edits or the self-doubt or the unbearable weight of staring at a blank page knowing I was about to dig up parts of myself I had...

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My Trauma: An Authentic Journey of Self-Evolution There's this weird

There's this weird silence that follows trauma—heavy, lingering, and I used to mistake it for peace. But beneath that quiet was a whole universe of stuff I hadn't dealt with, just waiting for me to finally look at it. My journey of evolving beyond trauma hasn't been some neat, Instagram-worthy transformation. It's been messy, contradictory, and sometimes felt straight-up impossible. Yet somehow, in this chaos, I've experienced the deepest changes of my life.

The Weight I Carry

I carry things....

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